u know i should just give up, i'm no good at dancing anyways. Sure i like it ok but i'm not like any of them . I was the youngest person at the audition today, it was crap. I looked like a bloody freak'n chiwauwa shaking in a skirt. I don't even mind that i messed up the audition it's that i had to tell my dad about it. I hate that. I just can't stand it. If there's something that really makes me feel like a failure it's having to tell my parents that i messed up. They think i'm perfect,so i guess  i prove them wrong by not being perfect. It always looks like i killed them. I'm just a really crappy dancer. i should just forget it and finally give up, on everything.