a kiss

his kiss
gentle
then once again
against my cheek
is that appropriot?
i shrink
back
and i leave the  room
play it off
smile
my mum is there
but skwirm
feeling dirty
chilly
is it all in my head?
some days normal
others loose
on the run
avoiding him

the one person who knows doesn't care.
then i guess it doesn't matter.....