Tuesday, September 20, 2011

a yank by the wrist ,a yank back into reality

all jewlerey must come off!
In horror as my team mates yank my pro ana braclete off my wrist
it has never come off
its been there for months
its simple
a piece of red string
nothing special
except to me
am i sacrificing ana for this sport?
as long as i loose weight i'll be ok
i'm gaining muscle
i'm (almost) eating normal
i feel discusting
Ana is yanking me back into reality
smashing my face against the glass
so i can see
the emotional
fat
FAT
FATTI
i'm becoming
no
thats not allowed
the cold
quiet
almost perfect
skinnier girl
must come back
ana's bracelet is gone
but my dirty secrete
my addiction
lives on

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