So this is what it feels like?

i feel like
my heart just climbed
up to my throat
climbed
the way you climb
up a mountain
and fell
like Alice
down
down
spiral
BOOM
it hit
the floor
splattered
sank
into
my stomach
the pieces
floating
down sea
away
away
Far Away
some pieces lost
forever
well thank you
for catching it
before it fell
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