more rants

i was doing so well today !
but then i went downstairs and ate
3 slices of glutin free bread w/ butter
cream chees frosting
left over kinoa and seaweed salad
and two small potatoes w/ butter
and now my stomach hurts and all i want to do is cry very hard
because i am weak and i am stupid . Gosh i descust myself so much
FAT

FAT 

STUPID 

STUPID 

FAT 

FAT

FAT

No one likes a fat person 

not truly 

so i shouldn't stay fat

fat 

fat FATTASSS

FAT FAT 

UGLY 

WORTHLESS

im dying ,i havent weighed myself but i know its not good 

this means punishment 

obviously 

i need to go to the gym 

thats the only thing that will make me feel better

3 hours at the gym will make me feel so much better

but i have to clean my stupid house 

so i can't go 

:( fudge 

i hate this