Wednesday, September 14, 2011

thoughts of one with daymares

i hold the food up to my mouth and my throat gets tight and i think 'fat .fat. FAT!'
sometimes i make myself swallow it
is this normal?
is the bloating from my weird eating habits ?
i don't know if i'm normal
I'm not skinny
im bloated
unless i stick to liquids and lolipops
is this normal?
but im not skinny!
i have muscel
but not enough
am i ok?
for thinking
how will i burn this?
can i purge this?
for exersizing
even in the shower
for wanting to be the best
for wanting the mucele
the thin
the flexibility
to do anything
i look and think
am i ok? beause i'm not even thin yet.

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